sian holiday damn sian..
haish..

ohya..
thx everyone for tis first half year.. >.<
thankyou 3/9!! me hav lots of fun..
i lazy type out everything so i tink i jus say thankyou!!

i wan to thx.. ( like star award lik tat -.- )
everyone in my class..
vivian,emerson,bitong,shumei,xiaoqi,huixun,joceleen,wenyang,zexuan,andre
penghong,gloria,shuhui,peixuan and...... ( all 42 member of 3/9 )
i oso wan to thx my dear frens..
puayyun,yuelin,aisyah,shuwen,yunshi( my mt partner ),jermaine,ziru,
crispan,enid,rachel,xueli,wenjun,cecilia,shimin,jiaqing and...
and juniors n seniors of library club..
sherry,yichen,cheryl,indah,cecilia and...

thankyou everyone of ur..
no matter how bad or gd our relations are now..
i only can say sorry and thankyou..

i knw u r angry...cause i did nothing to th situation..
but th fact is u didnt get wat it is happening correctly..
and wat u said i pretty dun get it..
i knw u can see tis since i didnt private my blog..
and u can come in anytime u wan..
so i jus say it here..u will knw i am talking to u .. >.<

-i dun get it when u say me only wan go out with her..
seriously..i only went out with her once..only once leh..
how does it count? dun tell me is th cross country tat time de..?
that one is a diff case ok...
if u wan to knw bout tat i can tell u when u tell me u read tis post..

-th part wher u say me dun go out with ur de..
everytime after i left..i went home..
i wanted to join ur after tat..but th problem is..
i sms ur..an hour later ur reply me..
so issit my fault cant join ur? ur finish ur meal le than tell me wher ur..
or when i finish my meal le than ur reply..
i knw if i had join ur directly than wont dere be any problem?
i knw me giv de explanation u wont except de but at least i say le..
*th first time..if rmb right is bout start of th year..
me went buy drinks tgt with py they all so didnt went with ur and my mum cook le
*second time..dun rmb is when le..
but i knw i either third or second got headache..
than th sun scorching so bright when waiting for u..
i cant take it than go home liao..go home i got slight fever hor..
*third time..dun rmb wat happen le..
*dunno when..i got once didnt bring th whole wallet to sch..
totally cant go out n eat with ur..only hav some coins,tat is all my possesion..
i still hav to take bus n lrt to my cousin house..
so cant waste it..
and if i rmb right i only say once i didnt hav money hor..
and tat is when i didnt my whole wallet..which was left in my cousin house..

-in th morning..
we both are sitting directly opposite..
always me at one end u at another..
than everyone dere talking..
u wan me to shout over? wont it be disrespectful to others?
thus..my explanation

ok tat is all for my explanation..
which mayb an excuse for u..
but dear frens who knw th truth pls dun mind..
actually we are facing th same prob de..
jus two diff person in diff class..
u say u lonely dere, i oso lonely here..
but cant be seen..yeah yeah i knw..
when u pair th both of them up u will knw le..
me th "extra de"
so..i tink tat i mus make frens..i mus survive in tis class..
or not for th nxt year i can never make it..
when u make new frens i oso very happy for u..
although sometime a bit dun lik it..( lik wat u feel )
but i knw tat everyone mus make frens in class to survive..
we cant support each other when me n u learn diff subjects combination..
so we mus find others..
so..walk out of th "quan quan" and make frens.. >.<
it will make u more happier..than u will oso knw how i feel le >.<

ok tat is all..bb!! >.<

hello!!!
holiday le..
posting here bout my score n tis week..

kinda sian la to me..
only some very "jing bao"...

mon..
stupid man..
ms lye start lesson so fast..
haish..pe quite fun la >.<
than in class..talk talk talk..
haha..
than go buy present for alvin... -.-
his pencil case cause 10+ for me leh..
very exp ok..


tue..
oso not much..
last day for mr tan..n ms lum..
sad 2 gd cher no longer going to teach us liao..sad..
haish...tue oso talk talk talk..haish

wed..
very busy day..
morning is stil ok la..quite fun
than early dismiss go meet anqi..
so cool man her >.<
than meet finish chiong back..
e-ching no come than only cecilia dere blur..
thx god me rush back..
than after cca..
parent meeting -.-
wait damn long for it de..
2 hour plus leh

thur+fri
damn sian stuck at home stare walls..
hw damn alot leh..
especially mt..other classes dun even hav lor..
only th book review de..damn it..

report book..
eng: 58.5 c5 ( not bad le >.< )
hmt: 66.3 b3 ( an improve to me )
amath: 82.2 a1 ( surprise >.< )
emath: 65.2 b3 ( haish diff case with th one up dere )
chem: 67.6 b3 ( sad.. )
phy: 67.1 b3 ( very gd le..me dunno alot of it ok.. )
s+g: 89.7 a1 ( my best subject >.< )

total: 496.6/700
percentage: 70.9
class position: 18/42
result: passed
L1R4: 11
L1R5: 14
attendence: 95/95 ( i come everyday de )
conduct: very good >.<
weight for heoght indicator: acceptable >.<
remarks:
fangying takes pride in her work. she demostrates good interpersonal skills. she works well with others and is sensitive to the needs of the others.

ok back to my story..
does cher eman tat i cant live without frens for th last sentence
or does she means tat me very helpful?
haha..
cher shoot me lor..
wat she shoot cant be said..
kinda embarassing haha..
damn it lor..
she lik talk to other parents so much..bout 5 mins?
than mine is lik 3 mins or less de..
i was lik wat so fast ah? cher u totally nothing to sy bout me right?
since me not tat "attractive" to u..
and u always call wrong name..
so haha..cher actually dun know me much in th end..
hahaha..
cher actually very biase de lor..unfair.....haha

ok bb!!

看来是我太急躁了。
我都忘了做事要一步一步的来，不能做得太快。
因为这反而破坏了一切。
这段时间为了自己，我伤害了他们，也伤害了他。
我在这里向大家道歉。

如果因为此事而他受到伤害，我愿意放手。
虽然彼此可能都会伤心难过，但我们却什么也做不了。
虽然彼此都很累了，有时想放弃，却始终还是撑了下来。
我现在知道他很累，我很累，他们也很累。

ok hi!!
jus 2 days only..
i owe 3 of my frens $1.50 each.. -.-
jus 3 day man..
cause me bitong, wenyang n emerson say who top in which sub test..
treat drinks... >.<

ok la is gd tat got top among them la..
but hor..$4.50 leh..tat is kinda a lot to me..
half of my savings for a week...

ok th main point..
monday.. -.-
i forgot got wat programme le..
ya emerson jus tell me..got th band thingy..
and a crazy cher..he teach us lifeskill i tink?
than he keep shouting in front of my grp de table..
me was lik..can u shout ur fat mouth up? irritating man..
keep shouting? somehow very exaggerating..
than got th SAF band performance..
one of th performance is th singapore idol..
than 3/5 n other class ppl keep shouting..
ok...some of us dun even knw who he is.. -.-
ha..than th sudoku competition..
i was lik..shit..too long no do..skill rusty liao -.-
than arjun..is totally any how doing..
andre..when got nxt time than teach u ba..
haha..

tue..
go army museum..
hhaa..quite fun la..
th girls..me emphasise again..GIRLS..
they all go "xing sao rao" bitong..haha..fun la..
but me not involve with th "xing sao rao"
haha..but we do kanna many mosquito bites..
than after tat got th speech on duuno wat de..
i was lik half sleep..th whole class is half-sleep de lor..
than finally can leave le..
go bowling with th aces..withut crispan..
very messy la tat day..didnt plan well enough..
but we did get to play..
me n vivian team..than we won th others haha..
than go back to zhiting house with ziru..
tired man th stupid bus..very very pack..

wed..
th most boring de...
i morning lik sleeping with bitong dere..cause rain go back class..
got table ma..than we tired jus lie down on it..
sleep for bout got 30 min ba?
than th nest lesson oso half slept for both of us..
me n her almost whole morning sleep..
than after recess got th leadership tingy..
ok..tat is th only lesson me n her is awake de..
cause we playing game than laugh none stop..so >.<
than..re-arrange back normal sit..
cant find my table man..

thur..
haha..got back our scores le..
u knw wat..me found out tat my table is jus behind me all along..
at wenyang sit..
cause mine got chinese word on it..than found out de..
no wonder find it so familiar..
than get back papers..
wha lao eh..emath damn sucking de lor..
very lousy leh my emath..almost cry for it lor..
can see me whole lesson damn solem.. ( me write th score below )
angry at myself so..
for info..if see me very quiet..
it means tat me tired or angry or thinking of things..
haish..than after th lessons go buy th stuff..
which is sweet for sports day..
me n bitong were lik..wat sweet nice to eat ah??
than in th end we bought 2 box of ricola each..
haha..4 diff flavour de la..

fri..
haha..finally one normal subject wher i can score..
sports day was lik damn damn sian..
me bitong n shimin walk dere th de..
we lost touch with yuelin n py before we even left th sch..
cause they go buy things..
than we walk dere..
very hot..haish..bitong can turn black easily lik tat..
haha..jk..
than reach le..damn tired de lor..
we 2 lik sweating none stop lik tat..
fanning method fail man..
than th whole day..
bored..freaking bored..
what's up with purple tis year?
no one cheering..not much trophy..upper sec all sian dao..
th cher oso hack care us..ha..
ok me admit..i tink me run kinda slow..
at th 4x100..
dunno why cant chiong at th curve..
stupid..i should hav chiong..
but we idi win th melissa grp >.<
than after tat totally sian dao..dunno wat to say le..
we go release me n py they all lost touch again.. -.-
so me go wib bitong..n shimin..
ha..we cant get into th first 307 so we walk towards th busstop ahead
than when walking half way..one went pass -.-
both of them are screaming lor..
ok..but lucky when we reach dere not long got bus come le >.<
than take bus...
very tired..keep on knocking onto th reeling..
we 3 reach th macdonald at teck whye here aready bout lik 7 le?
both of them go eat eat..cause appaerntly they dying of hunger..
me than go home..sian..
i tink shimin very late reach home..she stil need to change bus after tat leh..
jiayou for her..

ok my score..
eng: 29/50 (paper2) [ no one treat drinks yet for tis cause 3 of us draw..]
mt: 61.1/100 (total) [ i tink emerson treat for tis ]
amath: 69/80 (papers) [ my treat >.< ]
emath: 51/80 (papers) [ bitong treat ]
phy: 50/80 (papers) [ wenyang treat ]
chem: 49/80 (papers) [ wenyang treat ] {i expected better for tis}
ss: 28/29 (papers) [ my treat >.< ] {shock man..i thought will fail}
geog: 22/25 (papers) [ emerson treat ] {3 mraks wasted at tat stupid place}
mt.Roraima compre: 35/53 (no link de) [ me treat :( ] {sudden de lor..}

haha..
fun la with tis grp of ppl ><
haha..








i knw u r talking bout me..
but i knw i am th one at fault so..
not saying anything bout it..
but isnt ur fren found someone to talk to a gd thing..
i understand u will get jealous..but wat can i do?
u arent staying at my side forever right?
it is gd for ppl to make frens..
haish..frens..it is so difficult to understand them..

today stil ok leh..
pretty fun in th morning..
i came kinda early actually..
sit dere in daze..than take out phone play >.<
cant play any way..
than someone walk beside me..i thought is joc..
than bitong bend down..haha..
apopogize tink wrong ppl.. -.-
i thought she didnt reach so early de.. -.-

than th inter-class game..
supreetha n amani oso play netball in primary sch de leh..
than play th not very netball de netball..
our class play with 3/8..
very fun leh >.< very long play with ball le..
than we all th way let gloria shoot th ball de..
me n supreetha dere support only..
haha..very happy..manage to snatch ball from th 3/8 students.. >.<
than 2 students fall during th game..
both not my class de..
one is so hyun..(i tink spell wrong le sorry) another one is weiting..
they dunno me but i knw them haha..ok..
than we won..than we play against 3/6..
haish..no one on th field wan to substitute leh..
so didnt play th second round..sad..
but we did win >.< than can say we over all win la >.<

than go back class learn th lifeskill thing...
i seriously dunno wat are we suppose to do with th thing..
than they say see th third graph..my highest is "d"
haish..than shumei say is see tat one..use it to see at th back of th page..
than dere write..only 3% of ppl is "d"
haha funny..cause really not many ppl is "d" i tink?
than i go back class see..bitong oso "d" if is lik wat shumei say...
than got early dismiss..bout 12.15? damn early lor..

haish than go home dere sit..bored man..
stare around tink..






if everything can change..
i will do something to it..
because i knw it is th best for u n me..
but i cant..
if everything can change..
i will make everything differently..
cause me tired of u treating me tis way..
it seems lik i hav no topic with everyone...
tired no wat to do..

haish..
tired..bored..irritated..
dunno why..today feel so...
dun lik it..
feel lik slapping someone..
haish..

mon is emath exam..
gg liao simply..dun dare to tink much of it..

tue..
amath n ss..
ss dun dare to tink cause almost all th way crap de seriously..
than amath..
i tink is much better than emath..
i finally knw how to do coordinate geometry le..
proud of myself >.< lol..

wed..
geog damn stupid lor me..
why go write emergent??? cant u write understorey.?
me blur man..haish wasted le nvm..
cant turn back to it..

today..morning damn sian de..dunno wat to say..
sian..tat is all..
than hav sex education..
damn boring de..almost sleep down dere..
than got leadership de..watch UP
second time watching..
but i tink stil ok la..
but me watch tis show watch till my neck pain.
cause need to turn..
tmr interclass game..only got netball n floorball leh..sian..
although me so not mind playing netball de..
it been bout 5 years all less not touching netball le..
and not playing tis game..
i miss it, i miss playing basketball,i miss our bizsmart club..

haish..
suddenly feel lik finding all my pri sch fren..
macy how u doing?
bbg girls do ur stil rmb how to play ball?
Amanda ChuaShiMin!! can u create a facebook?? lik tat at least keep in contact..
^ ^ ^ anyone stil in contact with her call her create a facebook or watever de pls..
haha..
stil got who??

ok continue..
erm than "li laoshi" bring us to go library..
haha..very weird when she say eng..
than go library slack..complete th "jintianyi"
than very tired..
than second sex education..
more fun tis time but stil very sian..
than wait for 975 to go bukit panjang with th 975 bus member..
damn long lor..
than at bus sit with py..
very funny de leh shimin n nicole..haha..
py is th " toilet company de CEO"
haha..i tink u understand de lor puayyun..jus denied it..
hha..
than go buy gift..return book..
than u knw wat? forgot to buy one more present..damn stupid lor..
reaching home liao than rmb..me stupid.. -.-
haish mayb going again tmr..or nxt week..see first ba..






i dun lik it alone..
but i cant let her alone either..
i jus dunno wat for i sacrifice at times..
is tis something gd or bad?
am i jus kind or evil?
it is frustrating..
no one really knows..no one..
even py..sm..sw..joc..th aces..bitong..xiaoqi..hx..ning..
none of ur no anything..
ur knw de is outside de me but do ur knw th inside?
do ur even dare to jus step in 1 step to knw?

ppl are separating into 3 catergory..
1 th solid type..
1 th liquid..
1 th gases..
haha..dun mistake tat i memorise too many chemistry till crazy liao..
i confirm i am perfectly fine..but i tink tis 3 suits ppl alot >.<

solid..
those hard hard de..
some how abit lik me..cant take crap..
solid..are very tough de..

liquid..
easily cry de ppl..
but their flexiblity very gd..
cause they dun hav a fix volume n they go with th flow..

gases..
those very erm..how to say??
after boling turn gas..suppose to be saying lik..
they do cry but erm..they can mantain everything very well de..
cause they are evenly spread.. -.-

today..
th solid melted..
i tink only my class de knw wat happen..
th solid has melted n promoted to th liquid..only today la..
after tat i hav no idea le...

solid..
am i counted under them?
ha..seeing her cry..dunno why..
no opinions..shocking to see her lik tat..
cause...me wont cry..
not wont cry..i do cry before but...
i dunno i dun wan to cry infront of fren for dunno wat reason..
jus dun lik it..
but if i really cry...in sch la hor..if some of ur see it..
pls hor..dun kanna shocking haha.. >.<

tis week..
not much to say...
chiong study, chiong many thing...
th chem notes..
seriously need to thx joc, ning n bitong..
cause they help me write th notes..
actually is darken it la..
than i tink i bout 1 lesson chiong dunno how many chapter of notes..
cause eng is th best time n chem..n of course th recess...
ur can ask bitong n shumei..
me is lik dere siiting whole day chiong th notes..
if not ms lye keep standing behond dere..
i should hav complete it earlier de..
than bitong n others wont need to do so much..
bitong dunno help me chiong how many chapters..
joc n ning bout 1 chapter..
haha...so any way jus thx >.<

haish..
today th phy..
gg le..cause one look at th paper..
wat is tis question bout?? eh? wat is tis..
got alot definition de i didnt go memorise..
so happy new year to me >.<
chem is much more easier i tink?
cause at least i knw how to do most of th question >.<
so to me more easy >.<
however..i didnt manage to finish it..so bout 11 or more marks fly le >.<
haish..stil got math papers n geog n ss..
jiayou ba all of ur!!










sucking ass stop off showing..
i will beat u de..dun worry..

i hate it when everyone one involve in th thing..
and than they are in pairs i am th odd one out..
sucking feeling -.-