phew..
think alot yesterday..
i sometime wonder..am i thinking too much myself or??

i tink me myself hav problem..
always anyhow tink..
but wat if i thought of de is th fact?
haish..tink so much no wonder everyday headache -.-





hello?
i knw wat u doing de hor..
dun tink tat u can continue do tis behind my back..
haha!

yay!! mus 101 post here.. >.<
haish..

one week of holiday pass le.. >.<
haven touch even 25% of my hw..
everyday is boring for me de actually..hahaha..
wed go zhiting house stay >.<
haha..
thur went out..
find a nice book to read hah.
haven reac finish yet..but very soon la hor >.<
hmm..yesterday..stil ok la.. ><
today going to paint house..
mummy come le bb!! >.<

sian holiday damn sian..
haish..

ohya..
thx everyone for tis first half year.. >.<
thankyou 3/9!! me hav lots of fun..
i lazy type out everything so i tink i jus say thankyou!!

i wan to thx.. ( like star award lik tat -.- )
everyone in my class..
vivian,emerson,bitong,shumei,xiaoqi,huixun,joceleen,wenyang,zexuan,andre
penghong,gloria,shuhui,peixuan and...... ( all 42 member of 3/9 )
i oso wan to thx my dear frens..
puayyun,yuelin,aisyah,shuwen,yunshi( my mt partner ),jermaine,ziru,
crispan,enid,rachel,xueli,wenjun,cecilia,shimin,jiaqing and...
and juniors n seniors of library club..
sherry,yichen,cheryl,indah,cecilia and...

thankyou everyone of ur..
no matter how bad or gd our relations are now..
i only can say sorry and thankyou..

i knw u r angry...cause i did nothing to th situation..
but th fact is u didnt get wat it is happening correctly..
and wat u said i pretty dun get it..
i knw u can see tis since i didnt private my blog..
and u can come in anytime u wan..
so i jus say it here..u will knw i am talking to u .. >.<

-i dun get it when u say me only wan go out with her..
seriously..i only went out with her once..only once leh..
how does it count? dun tell me is th cross country tat time de..?
that one is a diff case ok...
if u wan to knw bout tat i can tell u when u tell me u read tis post..

-th part wher u say me dun go out with ur de..
everytime after i left..i went home..
i wanted to join ur after tat..but th problem is..
i sms ur..an hour later ur reply me..
so issit my fault cant join ur? ur finish ur meal le than tell me wher ur..
or when i finish my meal le than ur reply..
i knw if i had join ur directly than wont dere be any problem?
i knw me giv de explanation u wont except de but at least i say le..
*th first time..if rmb right is bout start of th year..
me went buy drinks tgt with py they all so didnt went with ur and my mum cook le
*second time..dun rmb is when le..
but i knw i either third or second got headache..
than th sun scorching so bright when waiting for u..
i cant take it than go home liao..go home i got slight fever hor..
*third time..dun rmb wat happen le..
*dunno when..i got once didnt bring th whole wallet to sch..
totally cant go out n eat with ur..only hav some coins,tat is all my possesion..
i still hav to take bus n lrt to my cousin house..
so cant waste it..
and if i rmb right i only say once i didnt hav money hor..
and tat is when i didnt my whole wallet..which was left in my cousin house..

-in th morning..
we both are sitting directly opposite..
always me at one end u at another..
than everyone dere talking..
u wan me to shout over? wont it be disrespectful to others?
thus..my explanation

ok tat is all for my explanation..
which mayb an excuse for u..
but dear frens who knw th truth pls dun mind..
actually we are facing th same prob de..
jus two diff person in diff class..
u say u lonely dere, i oso lonely here..
but cant be seen..yeah yeah i knw..
when u pair th both of them up u will knw le..
me th "extra de"
so..i tink tat i mus make frens..i mus survive in tis class..
or not for th nxt year i can never make it..
when u make new frens i oso very happy for u..
although sometime a bit dun lik it..( lik wat u feel )
but i knw tat everyone mus make frens in class to survive..
we cant support each other when me n u learn diff subjects combination..
so we mus find others..
so..walk out of th "quan quan" and make frens.. >.<
it will make u more happier..than u will oso knw how i feel le >.<

ok tat is all..bb!! >.<

hello!!!
holiday le..
posting here bout my score n tis week..

kinda sian la to me..
only some very "jing bao"...

mon..
stupid man..
ms lye start lesson so fast..
haish..pe quite fun la >.<
than in class..talk talk talk..
haha..
than go buy present for alvin... -.-
his pencil case cause 10+ for me leh..
very exp ok..


tue..
oso not much..
last day for mr tan..n ms lum..
sad 2 gd cher no longer going to teach us liao..sad..
haish...tue oso talk talk talk..haish

wed..
very busy day..
morning is stil ok la..quite fun
than early dismiss go meet anqi..
so cool man her >.<
than meet finish chiong back..
e-ching no come than only cecilia dere blur..
thx god me rush back..
than after cca..
parent meeting -.-
wait damn long for it de..
2 hour plus leh

thur+fri
damn sian stuck at home stare walls..
hw damn alot leh..
especially mt..other classes dun even hav lor..
only th book review de..damn it..

report book..
eng: 58.5 c5 ( not bad le >.< )
hmt: 66.3 b3 ( an improve to me )
amath: 82.2 a1 ( surprise >.< )
emath: 65.2 b3 ( haish diff case with th one up dere )
chem: 67.6 b3 ( sad.. )
phy: 67.1 b3 ( very gd le..me dunno alot of it ok.. )
s+g: 89.7 a1 ( my best subject >.< )

total: 496.6/700
percentage: 70.9
class position: 18/42
result: passed
L1R4: 11
L1R5: 14
attendence: 95/95 ( i come everyday de )
conduct: very good >.<
weight for heoght indicator: acceptable >.<
remarks:
fangying takes pride in her work. she demostrates good interpersonal skills. she works well with others and is sensitive to the needs of the others.

ok back to my story..
does cher eman tat i cant live without frens for th last sentence
or does she means tat me very helpful?
haha..
cher shoot me lor..
wat she shoot cant be said..
kinda embarassing haha..
damn it lor..
she lik talk to other parents so much..bout 5 mins?
than mine is lik 3 mins or less de..
i was lik wat so fast ah? cher u totally nothing to sy bout me right?
since me not tat "attractive" to u..
and u always call wrong name..
so haha..cher actually dun know me much in th end..
hahaha..
cher actually very biase de lor..unfair.....haha

ok bb!!

看来是我太急躁了。
我都忘了做事要一步一步的来，不能做得太快。
因为这反而破坏了一切。
这段时间为了自己，我伤害了他们，也伤害了他。
我在这里向大家道歉。

如果因为此事而他受到伤害，我愿意放手。
虽然彼此可能都会伤心难过，但我们却什么也做不了。
虽然彼此都很累了，有时想放弃，却始终还是撑了下来。
我现在知道他很累，我很累，他们也很累。