thump thump thump..
really scare. dunno for what
issit i cant bare u guys or really something not gd coming?
what if i really regret?
i dun lik to be abadone alone..
now i understand i am th weak one actually.

so tired of it..
finally able to let go, but stil holding to it tightly
because i jus manage to see light shining frm it.
jus a few more hours before my future change.
deal or no deal?

it is so difficult..
issit too late now?